I can keep it out
Close my eyes, block it out
Lower my head, cover my heart
You’ve already gotten to me,
That’s your head start
Scared to open my eyes
It’s safer after the dark
Scared to surface with the mark
Scared to lay and see you depart

And the tears
They fall they fall
Eye’s open wide
Let them wash, wash with the open tide
I can keep it out,
I can hide

Tightly closed eyes, knitted fingers fisted
Push your chest out, push to loose your heart
You don’t need it anymore Keep up the guard
Never let it leave after she departs
Keep it together don’t break down into parts
Love you to much, love I not enough,
Sweet regards
Gotta hold It together now, no matter how hard

And the tears
They fall they fall
Eye’s open wide
Let them wash, wash with the open tide
I can keep it out,
I can hide

Close my eyes
Open them
Doesn’t matter I can do it again
I don’t care I couldn’t give a damn
A white fluffy lamb
To the slaughter I’m going
Stain less steal clean knife, it ought to be

Are your thoughts with me today
Am I on your mind like you are mine
I’m giving up all my clock’s time
To fight you from the inside
Keep you on the inside
To get you out of my mind
Leave the agony behind
It’s to hard
I feel it
I feel you in me
Flowing through me
From pulse to beat
Head to feet
I can’t understand
Your name cut into my hand
Your escaping me
With each drop of blood…