This hatred burns, over and over it fuckin’ churns
I should of known, I should of learned
Love ain’t nothing power,
So we can build our tower, hour by hour
Thoughts only you and I can desire,
A steady hand no nerves of a liar
Oh that’ be dire.. that’d stop us growing higher
That’d bring this fuckin’ fire
You enjoy draining me like a vampire?
Fire fire fire fuckin’ hellfire

 
Eyes closed, eyes shut, squinted
Denying all thought, denying all expression so these features redirect from hinted
While everything inside lays scattered and dinted
It’s the pain this curse inflicted
I can’t help it I’m addicted
I’m falling I’m falling
Why can’t I wake up, Kitty when will it be morning,
There never was any warning.

I tried it, I just can’t don’t want to stop yearning
It’s tearing through my soul, it’s burning
Squeezing’ and choking coughing a faint murmur
Tensing my muscles to hold them firmer
But I just won’t stop shaking.. nothings getting calmer
And the tick’s just get louder on the bedroom timer
And I  know it’s so easy to pick it up and toss it for acre’s
To rid myself of time
But I’ll remember its 4.59
And I can’t get you off my mind.